ugh

i am tired. work sucks. school is hard. i just want to sit back and play my xbox. ohh well i will pull through. i havent lost all hope. i just like complaining... i will try to update more. good night.

hmm stress mabey

well it seems i have found my rut to be stuck in for a while. i have noticed a boring- ness of me that is driving me mad... so i must now find ways to fix that... hmmm how shall i do this.. be nicer to people and make new friends... no that would ruin all the work i put in makeing people hate me..how about i kill people... no to messy... i know i could end it all... no thats too long term... wait i could get my self a girl friend... well lets see.. what girls are around for me to date that i know..uhh one of the sluts from work.. no they would read this and kill me.. how about one of the girls that live with me... (long story i should tell it some time.. if i havent already..) wait ones pregnant and dating a decent guy and the others dateing a fellon.... uhh how about school... no college is done till fall.. (or at least it is for me) what about one of the girls on facebook.. hold on arent most of them co workers or people from  high school that thought i smelled and called me mean names... hmmm mabey i should just give up.. wait what about my random customers... well besides the fact that i dont know an y of them and a less than 2 minute dialoug isnt really much to start anything with..so it should be one of my normal clients... well lets see 30% are old as hell and the other 70% are dudes.. that leaves me with... well wouldnt you know it the statistics are trying to turn me gay.. well i wont have it.. mostly cause i dont find guys atractive but also because i dont like beiong called gay.. (its one of the things i was called alot in high school) well i guess i should just kmeep writing boring blogs and working till better cercumstances come along..

The Jurney begins.

I was walking along the side of the road minding my own buisiness. I was ready to get home after a long day of work and stress. It was foggy and a bit cold but all together decent for a work monday eavning. The traffic on the road is ussualy really bad at this time but for some reason there wasn't even a car in sight. Not only where there no vehicles on the road but the schools would normaly have recess at this time and at this point there wasn't a soul to be found on the field or play ground. Sadly I was tired and grumpy. Instead of being concerned or curious about the situation. I just shruged it off as odd and continued with my trek home. As I continued I noticed other odd things about today. Usualy on my walk home I would see my neighbor in his garden. The loud annoying dog chanied to the tree. mabey even the local teens skiping school and getting high. None of which where around. ...

Moving in...

I have recently allowed my best friend to move in with me. I dont exactly feel like sharing my place and stuff but I can't let her live on the street can I. At first it seemed like an awesome idea. I couldn't wait to hang out all the time. Now it's become less appealing and a hassel to keep up with. I am sharing every thing with her and the truth is I am horrible at sharing. When I was younger I had a horrible time with trying to share and play nice. sence then I have only slightly improved. Its not that she makes me mad really; It's just that she can be a real pest at times. She also brought along her friend who is pregnant and married.. well seperated. Some times I wonder if I am too nice or am just letting hertake advantage of me. Ohhh well we applied for food stamps so mabey the burden will be a bit less.

Ps. reader have you ever seen "zack and miri make a porno". Apparently I look like Seth Rogen and me and my friend act just like the characters in the movie. hmmm well I think thats it for now.
Brandon signing off.

Several hand shakes

One hand shake is a simple greating. Two is still okay if they are at the begining and end of a meeting of some sort. Three is awkward but aceptable. My only issue is when people are so nervus that they keep shakeing your hand throught out the meeting or what not. I have no problem with shakeing someones hand but I have noticed something odd. Most of my friends are female and most of there boy friends when they meet me they get nervous and so on to actualy shaking hands seven or eight times with me. Are they looking for my approval? Are they treating me like there only chance to get layed? Just an odd thing in life that I noticed. ohh well.

A work thing

So once again I have ended a shift at the place i work. It was less than fun and really made my head hurt.
Now to my issues. I have found that people suck. I say have a good day and the reply is pretty much nothing. What causes people to be so rude? I am just some guy working at a store trying to make some sort of liveing.

The Begining...

So the journey begins. I have started fresh upon this page. My ideas that shall flow upon here for all to see. This is the beginning of my thoughts lets see what dark ally we get lost in. For you have started a hike along the narrow path which is my inner most ideals. Lets see how far my mind can take us.